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July 11th, 2007

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11:35 am - More ranting, bitching and venting...for no reason O___o
I've been so irritated lately for seemingly no reason >___<  Every little thing that doesn't go my way pisses me off which in turn pisses me off that I get pissed off so easily.  I don't know if it's the heat or what.  I look around my room everyday and upon seeing my computer, book shelf full of mangas and text books and all those other little things that just get tossed around I feel like I'm living in a garbage dump.  Angela, my roommate, pisses me off if I even see her face even though she hasn't really done anything lately.  When I eat meals, afterwards I feel like throwing up.

Wth is wrong with me lately...?!  Maybe it's cuz at the end of the month I have to move to the new apartment and there's so much crap to do before then.  Transfer the phone and internet over to the new address, book the moving van, blah blah blah.  Or maybe I need to get a job.  Not like, retail but something that's in my field, something in the government or related to the government.

I don't know, I feel like just diving under the covers and sleeping until...20 years later or something.  The more I go to class the more I feel like this world's completely a hopeless mess.  Everything's like a free-for-all, there's no rules or laws anymore.  Civilized my ass.  I hate Capitalist mentality.  Adam Smith and all you laissez-faire freaks I hope you're all burning in hell for coming up with such a retarded and psychotic idea, oh let's just let a few people get filthy rich and hope with crossed fingers that they'll find it in their hearts to let a few bucks trickle down and benefit the rest of society too~  .....YEAH F*CK YOU.

But then sometimes I think how I'd feel if the world was completely the other way.  Like it rains jellybeans and snows cotton candy.  That kind of a world would get pretty...tediously boring very quickly I'd think.  Can't we have something in the middle?!  Grrr.

*sigh*  Well, anyway, classes again today, better go get ready.  I have to say, my mood goes up everytime I go outside, maybe I just need a change of scenery...if that's the case it should get better once we move into the new apartment.

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Date:July 11th, 2007 06:27 pm (UTC)
I totally understand. You need to calm down (I know its not easy), take an evening to relax: go out for a meal, drink herbal tea, or take a walk in a park. I know it's been awfully horrid weather outside, but I find that my mood improves when I'm out too. How is the packing up going? Exactly how much stuff do you have that it requires a moving truck? I've hear a lot about your roomie Angie over the last year or so through you, and maybe when your changing your scenery, you should consider changing your roomie too?-James
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Date:July 12th, 2007 07:38 pm (UTC)
Oh god I wish I could change my roommate but me and her already signed the lease for next year's apartment together already ;____; The only thing that's keeping me going is the thought that the worse this is with a roommate the better it'll feel once I get to have my own place.

I've got so much little junk stuff to pack, it's so annoying, I don't know how I managed to gather so much crap. I wish I can rent a big garbage truck and just throw 3/4 of my stuff out. Like the big things are easy, the computer, bookshelves, dresser, whatever, but like all the little stuff, pens, pencils, random little knick-knacks, god X____X Why do I have to be such a darn pack-rat...
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Date:July 12th, 2007 07:51 am (UTC)
Me to. Recently, some N00b really pissed me off, so I decided to kick its ass.

I'm with you! *hugs!*
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Date:July 12th, 2007 04:27 pm (UTC)
If it's really warm, that may be the cause, I know I get really annoyed and angry and emotional when it's warm, and that's just Newfoundland-warm, I can't imagine Ontario-warm O.o
I agree, you need to take a girly day at the spa, or just go somewhere relaxing, maybe you can go to Kazuki's nude beach of a picture-taking trip, maybe!?
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Date:July 12th, 2007 07:32 pm (UTC)
A day at a spa sounds heavenly, but I really have no idea where there're spas around here, not usually the type to go to those kind of places. What do they do there anyway? Like massages and stuff? I hear those things are super expensive too ;___;

Ah god, if I had Kazuki as a boyfriend I'd be sleeping over at his place everynight these days, or any boyfriend for that matter >_____< Yes need to find myself a boyfriend, perferably someone who owns a hotel so I can rent rooms for free whenever I need to get away lol.
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Date:July 12th, 2007 08:48 pm (UTC)
*waves finger* You can't put a price on beauty! Plus the stuff they do are supposed to be really relaxing, plus they put all this stuff on your face to make it nice and pretty (not that it's not already, of course :)
As for hotels, you could pretend to be a prostitute, get the man to pay for a suite then lock him out?
Or hope that in your next life you're born as Paris Hilton =P
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Date:July 12th, 2007 07:35 pm (UTC)
Hey~ Yeah me and you should take a day and just hang out together or something. We can bitch and vent about our problems to each other. Maybe go watch a movie, wander around a mall, just get outta the house for a day and break the daily routines =____=

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